December 2009
“But love is not a victory march, it’s a cold and it’s a broken...”
– Leonard Cohen, Hallelujah
Sorry, tumblrsss
for my recent lack of tumblage. A lot has “gone down” these past few days; some too um… personal to share. But outside of that category, mom got in my face yesterday the second I came home from Fay’s, yelling that I’m a selfish bitch who hasn’t called her Grandparents in two months. Apparently everyone got $100 for Hannukkah but me. “You ignore them, so...
Sleepovers are wonderful. Friends always let me...
I am an evil genius.
The tab key has become my new best friend (sorry Alex). No mouse? No problem. This is so bad. Whatever. Fight fire with fire, I say. I get Cedric Diggory The Laptop back tonight, assuming I take my PM meds and call mom to tell her I did. Score in the higest!
Last night’s party was fun. I got to see my Jew friends who repeatedly leave me in Temple with my mom and the 50+ crew (no hard...
Morning, sunshine!
Going to a Christmas party hosted by my wonderful Jew friends. Tradition, tradition.
“Every story has an end. But in life, every ending is just a new beginning.”
– Ray, Uptown Girls
What the fuck, mom?
Now she’s taken the mouse out of the home computer. Granted, I forgot yet again to take my meds, but isn’t it obvious that internet deprivation isn’t going to solve this problem? Ugh, I hate library computers. They make me feel like such a bad person for facebook stalking.
You know it's a merry Christmas when
you wake up to your motherfucker screaming over you something about forgetting yet again to take your meds and hence a laptop-less desk. Nevermind my 18 years; she goes to all extents to gain some fucking control. Yep, it is a merry fucking Christmas for me.
This Christmas feels different. We’re all still a family (by which I mean have been best friends since first grade), but something is missing. Maybe it’s just me, me who’s different. Maybe this year has changed me into someone who can’t just be content sitting around a dinner table with the people who love me the most. Maybe I’m missing something. I feel like this...
You don't know how long I stare at your screen...
(via 365thoughts)
Teen relationships trip me up.
I’ve noticed that they’re always all or nothing. They always either last no time like a month or two or a lifetime like nine months or a year. Nothing in the middle; there’s never like a six-month teen relationship. That observation just fascinates me.
Wow, I just jumped out of bed like that shit was on fire to blog this. That was kinda intense.
Anytime someone disappoints me, all I want to do...
13422.) It's simple really, I just want to cuddle...
(via blogsecret)
I'm much too tired to fall asleep
High school holiday concert was last night
and it felt wierd to be back. Seeing everyone walking around the hallways in their socks, fighting with lockers they stuffed their life in and straightening each other’s hair backstage made me realize all I didn’t do when I was there. I was in Gospel Chorus all four years; it was practically my life, but otherwise, you wouldn’t know me from a hole in the wall. High school is life...
“Sometimes you think everything is wrapped inside a diamond ring. Love just needs...”
– Pink, Crystal Ball
What the fuck is formspring?
worried sick
about my GPA. I got an A- in my freshman orientation class, B+ in spanish, but I bombed my photojournalism final with a 56. My scholarship is riding on my maintenance of a B average. All better have gone well with songwriting and etymology; otherwise, whatup Kingsborough?
Happy Hannukah, y'all!
And a happy Hannukah it is! For not only did mom shell out 50 big bucks for me to find myself the perfect peacoat, but the perfect peacoat (to which the link I couldn’t find; cue to kickstart those imaginations) was retailed at a mind-blowing $23. SCORE in the highest! Though it doesn’t hit past my waist, one of my goals, it’s got lovely buttons that won’t mess up my hair...
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“Why should I listen to you, anyway? You’re a virgin who can’t drive.”
– Tai, Clueless
THE SNOW CAME UP TO MY KNEES!
They were all sold out of gingerbread house making...
so Jasmine and I are now spending our Friday night watching the typical Diane Keaton gets it on yet again movie on TBS. BOMB.
peace AU; chelsea lately and packing for...
“Fearless is not the absence of fear. It’s not being completely unafraid....”
– Taylor Swift
You’re dumb for not realizing that all this is just an excuse to be wanted again. Called again. IMed again. I don’t need practice; fuck that. I just want time with you, because for some idiot reason, I like you and care about you and want you in my life. But I hate that you’re making me feel like a dumb bootycall. It took you literally twelve seconds to respond when we were...
“And all the boys who the dance floor didn’t love, and all the girls whose...”
– Fall Out Boy, This Aint A Scene, It’s An Arms Race
Dear First Semester,
You were definitely not what I expected. All preconceived stereotypes of residential college life aside, you were quite enjoyable. Academically, you could’ve been a bit better, but I don’t know what kind of miracle I expected coming in undecided. On the social front, though, you pulled your weight, and then some. An immediate member of a sophomore-filled theatre club, Linen 207 and the...
One of the saddest things in life is still loving...
(via 365thoughts)
99 Common English Mistakes
unspokenattractions:
tristinalyana:
comeandbefaminized:
loiviated:
1. A bill or an ordinance is passed; a resolution is adopted.
2. A celebrant presides a religious rite; a celebrator celebrates an anniversary. 3. A chicken is raised; a child is reared. 4. A child in grade school is a pupil; a child in high school or in college is a student. 5. A man marries or married; not a woman...
why the FUCK is he talking to that bitch?
Her forehead’s so big, it’s a fivehead, she has acne AND ON TOP OF IT ALL, she doesn’t use correct grammar. And I know it sounds bad, but she’s not pretty. Ugh. What the fuck?
Old people trying to figure out how to use the...
are HILARIOUS. I just got back from work, where I help the Assistant Principal of ELA at an Elementary school file papers, input test scores, etc. I thought she took the cake as most computer illiterate, but today a teacher came in asking how to attatch a document to an email, and nearly a half hour later, left more confused than before. Call me old fashioned, but I’m up for a law...
“It’s hard to say that I’d rather stay awake when I’m asleep,...”
– Owl City, Fireflies
